(ALL BLENDS MADE BY ME. DO NOT CLAIM AS YOUR OWN. They are arranged in the order they were made [as you can tell by my slowly improving skills]. All pictures used are screencaps, also made by me, of the IDLY music video.)So you're probably wondering about that depression. It wasn't as bad as the Kalan Porter concert. I'll admit it. But that's probably because I had gone through post concert depression before... perhaps this is a really good sign, that I won't have to suffer that way after concerts like the way I did. The depression does not hit directly after the concert, thankfully. It takes a little while... for the MCR concert, it hit me as soon as I stepped into my room with my luggage, and could see my artwork and poster of Gerard and the band on my walls; I sobbed. It wasn't as bad, like I said, but it did last longer than one day. Luckily, I had started work again two days following it and it took my mind off of it for a while. Now I am just thankful to have gone, and look forward to the next time around... hopefully with Mikey this time? Aww, man, it is SO worth it.
So what else has occured in my life since my last post? Hosting a Japanese student was fantastic: she was sooooo much fun and we share so many memories. Aww man, I wish I could go to Japan right now just to see her. (No, I did not know MCR is there this weekend...)
The band trip taken right before MCR was quite enjoyable. I really had a great time. Wednesday night, Diffy and I went out to dinner with two dudes we are good firends with, and it was very pleasant. Next day we hit Radium Hot Springs... now THAT is relaxation. Also enjoyable. That night we watched a band concert in a church... sort of enjoyable. I think it would be more exciting for me to be in a band like that when I am older, but watching it was very difficult as I had trouble keeping focus. Day after that, which was the day of MCR, did not start out as a very good day. Not a bad day... just one of those lame days I suppose. We went shopping, and I am happy with my new shirts, but I was late for the bus, even though I wasn't the last one there, I was hungry and annoyed. And I got to see SARAH!!! She watched our band perform at an elementary school, and then we headed back to Calgary as the rest of the band went home. We booked tickets to Shrek 3 the next morning and bought books. Then we waited in our hotel until... MCR! And you know the rest form there.
I am hopelessly obsessed with yet another man in my life (what else is new?). His name is Blake Lewis. I am so proud of how far he went in the competition. He ended his Idol journey at the perfect time: the idol single does NOT suit him, whatsoever, and now he is guaranteed to have a record out soon and he can do the music that does suit him. I'm also happy I was able to see him until the very last night of Idol. ^_^
This morning I thought I was going to die! Sounds exciting, doesn't it? I don't know what happened, but my mother woke me up later than usual, and I stretch my legs in my bed, and a muscle felt like... stuck... and it hurt so freakin bad. :( Eventually I messaged it and the pain went away. I prepared getting dressed and started feeling super dizzy. Then, an immediate impulse to throw up. I rushed to the washroom, or at least tried too, because it felt like I was blacking out, and I couldn't see a thing. I was eventually laying on my stomach in the bathtub because I felt the need to be upside down. Once the sickness weared off a little, I just felt overly exhausted and lied in the corner of the bathroom for a while. I felt so emo. My mom let me sleep for about an hour and then I went to school feeling great. :D
Any idea what is wrong with me? I don't think I ate anything weird yesterday. And... I'm NOT pregnant. Hee.
Here you go Diffy, and anyone else who comes along. Note that none of these videos were taken by me.
Carolyn blogged at 8:38 p.m.