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Name: Carolyn
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Saturday, April 14, 2007

I've been so lost without you...
Mood: I honestly couldn't tell you. Song: My head is ringing with Blake... tis nice.

Alrighty now.

I figured it was probably time to post.

Don't accuse me of procrastinating. I promised one post at least every break... and you're getting it now. It's still Easter break, just the near end of it! Oh gosh, where did the time go? The February break was awesome. I enjoyed myself and it took its time.

Easter has been significantly quicker. And I'm not so... bubbly. Despite all the wonderful Spring happenings!!! Well, I suppose one of the reasons is... Sarah.

I miss her so much. I miss all my friends right now, we're all in different places... but I'm stuck in the place we all live, which you know, has a lack of excitement from time to time. But the fact that Sarah won't be at school anymore... it breaks my heart. But I don't want to tell her that, because the last thing I want is for her to go into a deep depression over where she is... she needs to enjoy herself there, make new friends, even though it's hard for all of us really. And even though she will read this post... I miss you Sarah. But you mustn't lose hope.

So at any rate, I did complete some things on my to-do list this Easter. I cleaned some of my room. I've reallly progressed at playing guitar, although now I have a feeling it's as far as I can go. The chords are so hard for me. I CAN'T DO IT, DAMMIT! I don't even know if it's my nails anymore. You have to be... nail-less. Or maybe it's just me. I dunno. Other things I've done... well, the other half of my English essay is NOT one of them. I'm really getting worried now, that my teacher may not accept it because it should have been done in class but we ran out of time. And I know I'm an IDIOT when it comes to these things but I was really having a breakdown that day. Although something that lifted my spirits was going to Meredith's for a sleepover! That was quite fun. Especially seeing Sarah, and all her pertiful new clothing... and having Tif there also was just awesome. Hee, the four of us. I really don't want those moments to end.

So what else is there? Ahh.. of course... I can only keep it away for so long. Yes, I've been reading Airborn! Every night, in fact, and I'm almost finished. Kenneth is an absolute GENIUS! I love this book. And I want the movie to be out. Really badly! And I want Emma Watson to do Kate de Vries. Also badly!

If there's more I need to say... let it be now. Blake Lewis shall rule American Idol history. The scrolling song info on my Sirius Satelite radio is UPSIDE DOWN. It is really late. I am going to Waterloo in June for a computer science seminar. I bought cream eggs today- my FAVORITE Easter treat. I need a shmoopy. My mom ordered Paint Shop Pro 8 off ebay. And KALAN PORTER FINISHED RECORDING HIS SECOND ALBUM! Thank the lord, this moment has come. Now to wait until I can hold it in my hands... meanwhile I get to see the amazing My Chemical Romance in May! It's all too much to take in. I'm considering trying to do something about Saturday, May 19th. I'm really foreboding it. I mean, really now, it is most difficult to be seriously impatiently awaiting with much excitement for a moment in life, and then really dreading the moment to come right after. Augh, I will need drugs.

Well, I suppose I have told you everything! Now run along, shoo. It is 12:30am here and my body is tired but my mind is racing around like the crazy weather around here. I honestly don't know what to make of myself... I'm just really messed up right now.

Please enjoy your last moments of Easter. I know I probably won't.

Carolyn

Carolyn blogged at 12:07 a.m.